Turned 34 this year gonna b 35 next year (ofcourse..unless u knw otherwise) and i have been thinking allot about myself and wht drives me..the things tht literally motivate me..my motto of "Motivated by absolutely nothing" is simple as such it is...but it has such a deep meaning to me..ive been killing myslf tryna come up wth shit to make me feel whole in a way whr my ridiculous thoughts and 12 year old imagination can meet..

its tuff im not tht talented and for the most part half the thngs i thnk of only make sense to me cause thr not tht interesting..but then thrs always ways to trick yourslf into coming up wth shit to keep busy whch in turn can b an artistic escape whr in one can express emotion and perspective and let someone else no matter who they b and whr they come from understnd a part of u (me) by seeing thmslvs...anyway...long story short i got to thnkng about makin a personal list of people,things,places,situations in past blah blah blah..tht make me jump for joy and shaped me in being me basically a backwards time capsule whr i get giddy at finding things tht i have always luvd unconditionaly because thy r me...it makes us who we are whr we came frm and wht we have experinced...it can never b taken from u...u is somethin no one can change besides u..because thts how it has been and thts how it shall b till it isn't..SALUTE!!!!

(Enjoy Redd Foxx..my dad owned "U betta wash yo ass.." whn i was kid..i played tht record all the time and wld sit wth my pops or sis or cousins or friends and laugh my ass off..it jst reminded me of my dad, and how him and his friends whr as adults.. the language.. and jst family, and no one ever givin a fuck about wht other people thght...REDD FOXX IS GOD!! he was like a uncle in my house my dad luvd him and Richard Pryor...but if made choose Mister Foxx ruled in our home..)